As simple as it may sound, it's often the most difficult to achieve.

Nothing is perfect in this world and of cos we all know that.

I do not ask for perfect relationship, everybody have their flaws.

I just need a guy who can protect my heart and put me as his priority.

I used to be childish, stubborn and immature.

I used to be that little spoilt brat who always want things my way

Always wanting to have the last say.

But I realized it too late,

now that I've grown up and changed it's time for me to pay back all the mistakes.

All i ever wanted was a love to hold

A hand to hold on to the rest of my life

Hugs so tight each time it will leave me hard to breathe

Kisses so soft and sweet leaving me smiling each time

Someone to hold me tight and kiss me on my forehead 

telling me everything is just gonna be alright.

Someone who appreciate every little simple things I do/did.

Someone who will be constant in loving me and not fade away from me,

bcos it takes time for me to fall deeper instead of fading.

When I decide to fall I fall right in giving it my all

It's really those simple little things which will make me smile

All I'm asking for is to be loved like the way I'm giving my love.

My heart will forever be my weakness.

I will build my walls up high and learn not to trust till the day the one comes around.

I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine

Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?
When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?

Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all

The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone
I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone
And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around

It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on
It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long

It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

If today I woke up with you right beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away
And you'd never hear me say

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all
No, I'm really not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream
'Cause I'm really not fine at all

i'm telling myself to let him go now

since he's gone and to him i'm gone too.

i shall put us in a hiddden part of my heart and mind.

i believe someday we will meet again till den i jus hav to

pause and live on :) i'm sure he's doing e same too.

who knws he might find his happiness aft he let me go? well

i dono. jus hope he will tc of himself or at least get someone to do so.